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2015-11-01 03:04 am

Sticky!Post: aka Navigating this Mess

So...I, for want of better organisation -- not because I actually have a lot of fic -- am throwing together a masterlist. Most things can be accessed through their tags, but I figured a HQ of links would be nice. Updated with each new entry...cos I have no life.

This-a way... Like most things here, it's a WiP -- )
curtkenobi: (gambit)
2011-12-14 11:50 am
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Update blitz end: Genesis, T, (4/7)

Title: Genesis
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: X-Men (draws from X-Men: The End, Heroes and Martyrs)
Rating: T/PG-13
Summary: Remy’s early years are vague at best. But everyone has a mother. And, even when forgotten or unknown, everyone has a beginning to their story.
Disclaimer: Remy and all recognisable characters involved with him are all Marvel’s (but damn, I’d like to have Remy LeBeau – not for profit, just for some fun ;) ) Only one that belongs to me is his maman Alix/Roxanne.

Intro
Part One
Part Two
Part Three

Part Four: Changes come. Life will have it's way with your pride, son... )

curtkenobi: (bondage)
2011-12-14 11:29 am
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Update blitz: Genesis, T, (3/7)

Title: Genesis
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: X-Men (draws from X-Men: The End, Heroes and Martyrs)
Rating: T/PG-13
Summary: Remy’s early years are vague at best. But everyone has a mother. And, even when forgotten or unknown, everyone has a beginning to their story.
Disclaimer: Remy and all recognisable characters involved with him are all Marvel’s (but damn, I’d like to have Remy LeBeau – not for profit, just for some fun ;) ) Only one that belongs to me is his maman Alix/Roxanne.

Intro
Part One
Part Two

Part Three: I lost my ignorance, security and pride... )

curtkenobi: (bondage)
2011-12-14 11:15 am
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Update blitz: X-Men fic -- Genesis, T, (2/7)

Title: Genesis
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: X-Men (draws from X-Men: The End, Heroes and Martyrs)
Rating: T/PG-13
Summary: Remy’s early years are vague at best. But everyone has a mother. And, even when forgotten or unknown, everyone has a beginning to their story.
Disclaimer: Remy and all recognisable characters involved with him are all Marvel’s (but damn, I’d like to have Remy LeBeau – not for profit, just for some fun ;) ) Only one that belongs to me is his maman Alix/Roxanne.

A/N: Apologies for the continued flashbacking italics. >.>

Intro
Part One

Part Two: Feeling your cold, dead eyes stealing the life of mine... )

curtkenobi: (rather be here)
2011-02-08 08:05 pm
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Ficlet: Underneath the Stars (1/1) SCHMOOP ALERT!

Title: Underneath the Stars
Author:
Curt Kenobi
Rating:
PG/K+
Word Count:
645

Summary: "That what Heaven's like, Cas – for you? All endless and twinkly." "No. …We don't have stars." "Well, that's a loss." "…I think I prefer this." {AKA: A little moment, underneath the stars, atop the Impala in the middle of nowhere, Heartland, USA.}

Genre/Warnings: Schmoop. Ohmigod, schmoop. Songfic, of a sort? *hangs head*
Pairing(s):
Dean/Cas (probably can be read as friendship or preslash, but either way, it all boils down to them.)
Timeline/Spoilers:
None, really. Just place it somewhere late-s4 up through now or in AU-land. It's flexible like that.

Disclaimer: Supernatural's all Kripke's fanboy dream…I'm just a fanboi of his. I make no money, don't sue – I'm beyond poor.

A/N: I think this is only the second schmoopy thing I've ever written, and the first was comfort pr0n. But yeah, it's karking schmoop. And, just putting it out there...there probably will be a companion/continuation to this, even more songficcy, and probably still fluffy.

Also: Title shamelessly – and unoriginally – taken from the song that inspired this thing, "Underneath the Stars [Renholdër Remix]" by the Cure f/ Maynard James Keenan and Milla (I like it over the original, but either does it; same lyrics). Lyrically it's all Robert Smith's; I'm just inspired by it.
 
 

Underneath the stars -- alight for 13 billion years -- the view is beautiful, and ours alone tonight... )

curtkenobi: (dean)
2011-02-02 04:13 am
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Spammage. Ficlet: SPN, Time Heals (1/1)

Title: Time Heals
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: Supernatural
Summary: Time doesn’t heal all wounds. Sometimes, it encourages them to fester.
Rating: PG-13/T (for imagery)
Word Count: ~350
Genre/Warnings: Angst, gory imagery (horror?)
Timeline/Spoilers: S4 forward. Somewheres in there. (No spoilers if you know Dean is the Lazarus in the S4 opener’s title.)

Disclaimer: Supernatural's all Kripke's fanboy dream…I'm just a fanboi of his. I make no money, don't sue – I'm really beyond poor.

Time heals all wounds. )
curtkenobi: (cas glare)
2011-02-02 03:23 am
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Update: SPN, Mosaic, PG-13 [linked to companion prequels]

Title: Mosaic
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: T/PG-13
Genre:
Angst. H/little C? AU/AR – canon-change. Gen (Dean/Cas preslash?)
Word Count: 3704
Summary: He hadn't expected to ever see him again, not really. —He didn't expect the punch to the face.— …And…he didn't expect for him to crumple beneath the blow.
{follow-up to Fractured and Heavier Than Heaven.}

Disclaimer: Supernatural's all Kripke's fanboy dream…I'm just a fanboi of his. I make no money, don't sue – I'm really beyond poor.

A/N: Still with the stupid tense. Damn creative ideas. Not sure on this one either, but I'll probably come to terms with it. ...Dean's post-traumatic mutism is kicking in. But that's just the start of the dysfunction with these two. Ah, happy reunions…not. And yeah, Dean is wallowing a bit. But just like always, it'll be over soon when guilt/sense of duty kicks in.
A/N2: There maybe a second part to this, like a "Day Two" kinda thing.
Last thing: The whole E.A. Poe "you heard me rapping, right?"-line is from The Crow. (Because it is made of amazing.)

Previously:
Instalment I: Fractured
Instalment II: Heavier Than Heaven

Instal. III: Mosaic --My body's broken; yours is bent-- )

curtkenobi: (dean)
2010-12-24 10:21 pm

Fic: SPN, They Say Cats Are Portals (PG-13, 1/1)

Title: They Say Cats Are Portals
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: SPN
Summary: (The prompt from [livejournal.com profile] gabby_silang was) Lisa and Ben adopt a cat. "That is not a cat," Dean tells them, but they don't listen.
Rating: PG-13 (light R?)
Warnings: Character death, blood, installation of mistrust in household pet ;)
Word Count: 2747

A/N: Also inspired by a prompt at the [livejournal.com profile] sharp_teeth meme, rightchere: clickity ...A little better go on the horror with this one, but I mighta fallen apart near the end.

I also think it might paint me a little twisted -- not like that's not true or anything -- but I find the story a bit funny >.>

Oh, and my cat, Obi-Wan was the model for Shadow. He's just like Shadow in the asshole department, even though I have another full-on black cat named Azazel that's closer in looks.



I can hear the voice but I don't wanna listen )
curtkenobi: (Iago "I am not what I am")
2010-12-24 09:11 pm

Fic: Guardian (Four Brothers, PG-13, 1/1)

Title: Guardian
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: Four Brothers
Summary/Prompt: Bobby will do anything to keep his brothers safe. (prompt from [livejournal.com profile] heeroluva)
Rating: T/PG-13
Warnings: allusions to character death, canon character death, psychological screwiness
A/N: Written for the [livejournal.com profile] sharp_teeth “the mournful influence of the unperceived shadow” meme. First attempt at a) commentfic meme participation and b) horror.

I personally think it fails epically at the horror and more examines the aspects of unhinged desperation. In a very sparse manner. I totally should flesh it some more.

Originally posted here: This right here.

Sing the anthem of the angels and say the last goodbye... )
curtkenobi: (Stuart/Ewan OTP)
2010-12-24 11:45 am
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Gimme Danger 'Cos I've Slept So Long (Epilogue and Alt Epilogue)

Title: Gimme Danger ‘Cos I’ve Slept So Long
Author: Curt Kenobi
Pairing: Curt Wild/Lestat de Lioncourt
Rating: M (but really, this is back to light T, maybe even K+)
Summary: In the early/mid ‘90s, Curt Wild is living a rather desolate existence. Until he spots the mysterious lead singer of a suddenly nonexistent band outside an infamous club. Little does he know that he intrigues that lead singer as well…. [COMPLETE!]
Disclaimer: Not mine (but damn, aren't they hot?)
Warnings: Vampyrism, Angst, Bloodplay, PWP, Slash, Sex (in a previous chapter), and Tragedy(-not-tragedy?).
A/N: Okay, I LIEDLIEDLIED. It took two years. But it's completely complete now.

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Gimme Danger 'Cos I've Slept So Long, Part One

Gimme Danger ‘Cos I’ve Slept So Long, Part Two

Gimme Danger ‘Cos I’ve Slept So Long, Part Three

Gimme Danger ‘Cos I’ve Slept So Long, Part Four A

Gimme Danger ‘Cos I’ve Slept So Long, Part Four B

Gimme Danger ‘Cos I’ve Slept So Long, Part Five

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Gimme Danger ‘Cos I’ve Slept So Long, Epilogue A [The Romantic One] )

Gimme Danger ‘Cos I’ve Slept So Long, Epilogue B [The QotD-style One] )
curtkenobi: (cas glare)
2010-11-26 04:27 am
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Fic, SPN, Heavier Than Heaven, PG, (1/1) linked to Fractured

Title: Heavier Than Heaven
Author:
Curt Kenobi
Fandom:
Supernatural
Rating:
K+/PG
Genre:
Angst. AU/AR – canon-change. Cas-centric, Gen (leading to Dean/Cas).
Word Count: 1809
Summary: It takes Castiel moments longer to put together just what is wrong with this scenario he finds himself in: laying in a field in a light drizzle, pain stabbing through his unnervingly heavy body. His vessel body.

Raphael. {follow-up to Fractured, but can stand alone}

Disclaimer: Supernatural's all Kripke's fanboy dream…I'm just a fanboi of his. I make no money, don't sue – I'm really beyond poor. And the title is originally from the title of a biography on Kurt Cobain. Dude that wrote it beat me to it; just using it cos it fits.

A/N: I'm not exactly sure if I like this; I didn't expect Castiel to be so hard to write. Complex bastard. Oh well, hopefully it will work. Anyways, still with the suckage at this tense, but taking up for all mistakes :) Oh, and here's where we veer into AU territory. Next is Dean and Cas, and if you know Dean, it's probably as you expect.

Previously: Instalment I: Fractured

Instal. II: Heavier Than Heaven --Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer, for real-- )

curtkenobi: (dean)
2010-11-14 11:22 pm
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Drabbling Take 9. SPN, Family

Title: Family
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: Supernatural
Summary: Sammy wanted him to promise to have a family. Well...he did.
Rating: PG/K+ (one bad word, oh well)
Word Count: 100 (after much mincing)

Disclaimer: This is all Kripke's bad trip. I just add my own dashes for fun. Don't sue me -- me = poor admiring fan.
A/N: I've had this on my mind since Swan Song aired. I finally found a way to present it as more than just the last line, which I wanted to shout for the first coupla episodes of season six.
I haven't actually heard the song I use for the break, but I like Fleetwood Mac and I stumbled across it and it screamed Dean.

-----I---a-m---w-h-a-t---I---a-m:--/---A---f-a-m-i-l-y---m-a-n--/--M-o-t-h-e-r...---f-a-t-h-e-r...---b-r-o-t-h-e-r...-----


Ben has his mother’s eyes, all big and full of concern, glancing furtively across his dinner plate at Dean. Lisa’s all sympathy and quiet backing – what every good man needs, right? Bright, sweet kid and a strong, supportive woman to stand at his side. Family: ready-made.

He cares about Lisa, and Ben. He really does. Or did – y’know, before what was left of his heart was ripped out and tossed down an otherworldly chasm. He’s trying to have a family, that apple-pie life. For Sammy.

…But he never wanted a family of his own.

He just fucking wanted his family.

(The lyrics in the page break are from "Family Man" by Fleetwood Mac.)
curtkenobi: (cas glare)
2010-11-12 01:12 am
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Drabbling Take 8?? SPN, Inefficacious

Title: Inefficacious
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: Supernatural
Summary: He knows he doesn't want to hear what's coming. 5.04"The End"!verse/apoca!fic.
Rating: PG/K+ (cos it's angsty)
Word Count: 100 (w00t, an actual drabble!)

Disclaimer: This is all Kripke's bad trip. I just add my own dashes for fun. Don't sue me -- I is po'.
A/N: Totally got hit with this idea right before I passed out this afternoon and scribbled it down in like a few minutes. Polished up it just a bit ago; it's just a little something.

-----I---j-u-s-t---d-i-d-n-’t---w-a-n-t---t-o---k-n-o-w-----


“You can’t save everyone,” Cas offers as Dean spirals further into his closed-in rage. The green glare cuts across the distance between them with intent, as surely as the Bowie would. Cas stares at the blood-covered, balled fists – at Dean’s tense, wired, worn form. The light glinting upon the bottle in his hand.

He knows he doesn’t want to hear what’s coming.

“And you can’t save anyone!

I saved you – it’s on the tip of his tongue. But Dean’s right: that was Castiel. And looking at the ragged man before him, what’s left of Dean Winchester, -Cas- realises he’s right.

(Lyric in the break is from “Blue" by A Perfect Circle.)
curtkenobi: (bondage)
2010-11-07 12:43 am
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W00T -- FIC! SPN, Fractured, PG-13 (1/1)

Title: Fractured
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: Supernatural {post-'Swan Song' 5x22}
Genre: Angst. Canon-ish and gen for this part, but a lead-in for AU/AR – canon-change and Dean/Cas preslash.
Word Count: 1502
Summary: post-'Swan Song' – Dean doesn't go to Lisa, at least not right away. No, there's too much that he doesn't want to face that's coming up on him anyway.
Rating: T/PG-13 (cos Dean's got a mouth like mine)
Disclaimer: Supernatural's all Kripke's fanboy dream…I'm just a fanboi of his. I make no money, don't sue – I'm really beyond poor.

A/N: So this is my first foray into Supernatural. Hopefully not too bad of a thing. And while a stand-alone, this is actually Instalment I. Thinking the collection will be called "Pieces to Form a Whole." The next instalment is Cas-centric. He goes back to play Angelic Sheriff, and well, Raphael goes Eric Clapton, after a fashion. Oh, and I really suck at this tense, but I’m trying my hand at it. All mistakes're mine.

ETA: NOW WITH AUDIOFIC! Read by me, complete with my odd pronounciations and noobness >.> Clickity »»here«« for linkity-links. ;)

Instal. I: Fractured --I can't get any lower/I can't find all the pieces of my broken life-- )

curtkenobi: (just Curt)
2009-12-31 06:09 am
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Just to prove I still exist...

I just totally have not put anything together in fanfic in ages, and that's what I've kind of reduced this journal to use for (that and keeping up with awesome people and cool fics, even if I never comment cos I'm lame). I have a shiteload -- none of it complete, and most of it not to current WiPs. Having a crisis of writing ability, not to mention the on-going crises of RL here.

But my year has been made. The year I turned nineteen and barely remembered I was actually now "an adult" -- jeez, how am I supposed to deal with 20 in like 4 months??? But, anyways, my year's been made.

5 years since the awesomeness that is Smile Empty Soul burst on the scene, dubbed by some as the new Nirvana...they've done a Nirvana cover. It's like chocolate and butterscotch sauce on mint chocolate chip and peppermint ice cream (with cherries!): Perfection! I am happy ^_^

Plus, I've an opportunity to make money for the fam, courtesy of one of my best friends -- maybe I'll be the one to turn 2010 around.

...But first, integrated science awaits me. It and a portfolio are all that stands between me and my (much-delayed, much-awaited) HS diploma. Whoo. Wow.
curtkenobi: (gambit shadows glow)
2009-10-30 09:50 am
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Fic Preview: Untitled, X-Men

So...I should be doing classwork...cos I need to be done with two whole courses by mid-next month (no way, really)...but anyways...I decided to fic write instead because I'm a horrid, horrid procrastinator I had an idea.

I've read a couple of fics where Remy has a child, and they kind of fascinate me, so I decided to do a somewhat movieverse (okay, kinda more like pick-and-chooseverse, as [livejournal.com profile] enemyfrigate calls it -- who btw, writes awesome Lomy fics) fic where he ends up back in New Orleans after the whole Three Mile Island disaster cos he heard about Bel having a daughter (most fics have him with a son, and even though I like that idea better, I figure I'd try something new). Also, in my little world, Remy got taken to Three Mile right after he was kicked out of New Orleans on his wedding day for the duel with Julien. So yeah, that's the beginning background. It's another semi epic idea. I need to stop with those. I've got like, what? Four? Geez. But anyways, I like this one so...

Oh, yeah, and I like accents, if my Trainspotting love doesn't give that away, and I reckon Remy's gets thicker when he's in familiar/familial turf, like everybody else I know...>.>


All she keeps inside isn't on the label... )
curtkenobi: (just Curt)
2009-07-19 10:21 pm

Memoriam

RIP Frank McCourt (1930-2009)
curtkenobi: (taylor kitsch gambit red eyes)
2009-03-04 10:20 pm
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Mini-Picspam!!!

So...I lost my mind for a pretty little time earlier today, cos evidently, the omniscent ones have been listening to the fanbitches' wank* and have gone back and CGed some details in accordingly when it comes to Wolverine. (*Note: I say 'fanbitches wank' cos if you've ever been on Superherohype, you understand that that is a fairly, if crassly, astute label) And so, that led me to lose my mind with the photo capture feature of PhotoImpression. ...Centring my attention on Gambit, of course.

Now, there's only like 3 real pics, just the whole trailer screen and then edited down. And they're small, cos they didn't have a full-size screen option on the trailer screen.


This way! Ah, il est magnifique... )

...Ah. I can't wait until May.
curtkenobi: (Default)
2009-02-09 09:03 am
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Update: Genesis, T, (1/?)

Title: Genesis
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: X-Men (draws from X-Men: The End, Heroes and Martyrs)
Rating: T/PG-13
Summary: Remy’s early years are vague at best. But everyone has a mother. And, even when forgotten or unknown, everyone has a beginning to their story.
Disclaimer: Remy and all recognisable characters involved with him are all Marvel’s (but damn, I’d like to have Remy LeBeau – not for profit, just for some fun ;) ) Only one that belongs to me is his maman Alix/Roxanne.
Heads up: A good deal of this chapter is a flashback, as will much of the next chapter.
A few notes:
1) Sinister is living up to his name, of course. Nothing graphic, just hinted.
2) In Heroes and Martyrs, there's a flashback of Sinister's life. Basically: He pledged himself to Apocalypse and Apocalypse granted him seeming immortality. He came to realise that that wasn't quite the case -- he did age, just slowly. So, he began to transfer his psyche and abilities into younger hosts. Initially, he needed a woman to give birth to this younger host, though later he developed the technology to grow a clone to transfer his psyche into it.
3) I am totally ignorant when it comes to French, so bear with me, correct me if need be. Thanks :)

Intro

Part One: There is nothing I can do when I realise with fright... )

curtkenobi: (bondage)
2009-01-31 01:13 am
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New Fic: Genesis (X-Men, T, 1/?)

Title: Genesis
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: X-Men (draws from X-Men: The End, Heroes and Martyrs)
Rating: T/PG-13
Summary: Remy’s early years are vague at best. But everyone has a mother. And, even when forgotten or unknown, everyone has a beginning to their story.
Disclaimer: Remy and all recognisable characters involved with him are all Marvel’s (but damn, I’d like to have Remy LeBeau – not for profit, just for some fun ;) ) Only one that belongs to me is his maman Alix/Roxanne.
A/N: I have it on my computer and it needs to get out. I know there's other stories of mine left about, and this one's a new one and the pace seems a bit manic to me, but it satisfies that Remy-itch and the want to have a fleshed backstory for him.

Intro: Oh, it's opening time down on Fascination Street... )