It makes me want to cry.
I hate to realise that the best story I've ever written, the first fic of length I finished, "my little masterpiece" would be the biggest reason I would get struck-through and TOS'ed.
All because I wanted to be Curt Wild in a story. Wanted to convey him as real as I could through words.
...*sighs*...*wipes eyes*...*goes off to finish f-locking Cruel on my own journal*