Acid Trip and Tears

Off the main subject of today, I'm coming to like my new journal style. Like a Domino kinda thing with Young Adam in the background. Writing acid trip. Wow.

On to the main dilemma:

I've think I have lost like every fanfic I've ever written. Some of them are retrievable (Cruel, For the Sake of Honour, Embers Before Me, Mates) but the rest...there were like eight. And I only have bits and pieces of most of them. What sucks more is that really, the only stories I had had on that disk that survived unscathed were the two I am writing with Davis. Which hurts. I mean, not only are those stories doing better than anything I've ever written, they're the only stories I'm not going to have to do a ton of work to try and retrieve. 

I did start writing a Blue Juice AU kinda story 'cos I severely needed to hurt a character -- what better one than Dean, y'know? I'll probably post it here later on.....

Random Meme by Alby

snagged this from albydarned ... I'm still bored...

Ten Things that You now wish you didn't Want to Know About Kurdt

1. The famous person you most want to meet, just so you can get up in their face and go "WTF man?"
keith urban, for the hell of it. And Angelina Jolie.
2. Stupidest thing you've done recently that you can look back on now and laugh at.
Couple hours ago I forgot that the back burner is the vent for the oven and melted through two packs of store-bought cupcakes
3. The color of your childhood bedroom.
um...dirty white, typically. I've lived in a lot of places.
4. What would you rather eat: a jolly rancher (any flavor), a jaw breaker, or a lollipop?
Jolly Rancher (green apple)
5. Something that makes you SPESHUL!
um...i'm 100% speshul....lol... nah. um, I empath and I design tattoos.
6. What is something that everyone else you know has done/does and you refuse to do, because damn it, you're stubborn like that!
Shite, I dunno. Um, hehe -- I don't study.
7. Most boring book you've ever been forced to read.
The Secret Life of Bees. OMFG, I hated that book. My friends Will and Tim and I got in trouble for perverting it -- couldn't help it, it was such a chick book. And The Old Man and the Sea. Sorry, but it bored the hell outta me. Both were in 9th grade.
8. What is your catch phrase (something that you often say, or your favorite saying from a movie/book/TV show/etc.)?
"Shite" -- that's my word -- and  "My theory..." said just like Rents in the movie Trainspotting. (And "Wrap it in cellophane so it doesnae split when ye fuck it!")
9. What is the ugliest color a car can be?
Egg yolk yellow.
10. Finally, what is one positive thing you would like to do with your life, but are otherwise too poor/lazy/unmotivated/unwilling to change to do it?
I wish I could publish my book. I have it finished, found a publishing company, yet I have not sent it in yet.

***Edit: Upon reading Wyn's comment about Alby's, I totally change the answer to #4 to a jawbreaker :D or "all of the above, please" -lmao-***