curtkenobi | Entries tagged with sw

So...I, for want of better organisation -- not because I actually have a lot of fic -- am throwing together a masterlist. Most things can be accessed through their tags, but I figured a HQ of links would be nice. Updated with each new entry...cos I have no life.

( This-a way... Like most things here, it's a WiP -- )

Current Mood: sore
Current Music: Howl -- Florence + The Machine

again...gonna let it wallow here, til i like it enough to post it at

tpm100... *sardonic half-smile*

Title: Too Late
Author: Curt Kenobi
Rating: K+ (I’ve a horrible adversion to just K ratings…)
Summary: Belatedness sometimes makes something too late to matter.
Era: this is JA (Book 8, to be exact), with Obi/Xan preslash to be had underneath, if you'd like.
Disclaimer: me: poor. George Lucas: god. Who do you think owns the lovelies? (hint: not me :D)
A/N: Try as I might, I couldn’t get it down to a dead-even 100. It’s 116. ...And I've a soft spot for Xanatos.

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I saw it in your eyes, the first time midnight-blue glared upon me. Devilry, yes. Maliciousness, assuredly.

…I saw beyond your façade, too. Hurt – honestly.

I wanted to reach out and take your hand – for I felt something kindred deep within us. But I also wanted to live, was a Jedi...and you had your vendetta.

If only I…

Ultimately we found ourselves: me watching you distantly; hurt roiling off of you, standing on the abyss’ edge, backlit in bloodred.

Would they mattered, the words silent on my tongue again?

“Please. I understand. I care.”

…I’ll never know. They were only whispered – you beneath the death-black acid, Qui-Gon Jinn walking away – past-tensed. Too late. And:

“I’m sorry.”

Current Mood: blank
Current Music: mum bitching. joy joy.

So, I think it's rather crappy, which is why I'm not putting it up at

tpm100, though this week's challenge inspired it. Going to try for another, I think. But since I haven't really the time to work on the longer works, doing drabbles is becoming a nice side-hobby.

Okay, changed my mind. I like the concept, and I'll edit it up when I've the time. I've already got so many things I know I'm going to fine tune, mainly focusing on that Anakin's anger is a product of his fears. But for now, the rough cut.
(It's all Anakin's fault -- the way his mind twists. Never can get anything out right the first go through >_<)

Title: The Truth of Anger
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Who are you angriest at, Anakin?
Rating: let's say PG. it's kind of heavy.
Disclaimer: O He of the Wooden Dialogue, The Great Flanneled One, I am only borrowing thy creations for fun, never profit.

It felt like drowning. One of his greatest fears, drowning. And here the fuel of his greatest powers felt exactly the same.

It had been building, steadily. From the first realisation that he wasn’t worth bantha shit, to this moment, the suffocating heat surrounding him incomparable to that he felt within.

He stared into the silver-blue eyes before him, the knowledge that a simple squeeze would extinguish that infuriating determination. Those lying, beautiful eyes would go dead.

Dull, sightless brown eyes, a moment before suffused with aching compassion.

He blinked. It was Obi-Wan’s fault, wasn’t it? That he’d lost so much.

Or was it his own?

You live the reality you focus upon, Padawan. I suspect that’s why you’ve come so far. Double-edged admission, but true.

Who are you angriest at, Anakin? The liar before you, though he doesn’t much seem like one, does he? Or the devil in you?

Current Mood: nit-picky
Current Music: Becoming the Bull -- Atreyu

I have a new Joker drawing to post later today that I'm a lot more keen on than this. >_<

Title: Nova
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Obi-Wan has secrets hidden in his past, and complications in his present. But what you hide will eventually catch you...and those around you.
Pairing: Anakin/Obi-Wan and Obi-Wan/Xanatos
Rating: M/R to be safe overall. PG...still
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance, Action/Adventure
Warnings: a lot of information not upfrontly put forth.
Disclaimer: Yeah, if Star Wars was mine, I could rule the world like GL. But, alas, I don't own it, so don't sue. Just call me Christian from Moulin Rouge. I'm naught but a penniless writer. Honestly.
A/N: Sorry it's been eons. ...Again. I'll clean this up when I come back round w/ Heathy Joker. Right now, gotta scat. Then ZOMG SLEEEEEP.

Part One: Complicated Relations
Chapter One: Up from the Shattered...
Chapter Two: Forbidden
Chapter Three: Shadows
Chapter Four: Try to Redefine What was Known
Chapter Five: See the Stars Fall
Chapter Six: Wrongs Begin to Right
Chapter Seven: A Moment Timeless Still Must End
Chapter Eight: Resolved
Chapter Nine: Beneath the Surface

Part Two: Selective Acknowledgment
Chapter Ten: "Distinguished"
Chapter Eleven: Past Within Present
Chapter Twelve: Certain Points of View
Chapter Thirteen: Depth Perception
Chapter Fourteen: Feigning Ignorance Isn't Blissful

( Chapter Fifteen: Feels Like Déjà Vu )

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Current Music: Roses for the Dead -- Funeral for a Friend

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Current Music: Roses for the Dead -- Funeral for a Friend

with bad PhotoImpression (love that non-PhotoShop-ness) skillz. This is so not the homework I'm supposed to be doing.

Nova Poster (2 more behind the cut)

ONE: BLACK AND BLUE

(this one's my favourite, and the best really. Not surprising, since it was the last one, and I finally figured out what I was doing 0_o)

( Come, procastinate along with me.... )

So yeah. Pretty much pointless procrastination.

Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: Rooftops -- lostprophets

Title: Nova
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Obi-Wan has secrets hidden in his past, and complications in his present. But what you hide will eventually catch you...and those around you.
Pairing: Anakin/Obi-Wan and Obi-Wan/Xanatos
Rating: M/R to be safe overall. PG still, really
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance, Action/Adventure
Warnings: Anakin being a teenager, and a lot of fact-finding, in a round about non-acknowledged way
Disclaimer: Yeah, if Star Wars was mine, I could rule the world like GL. But, alas, I don't own it, so don't sue. Just call me Christian from Moulin Rouge. I'm naught but a penniless writer. Honestly.
A/N: Sorry it's been eons.

Part Two: Selective Acknowledgment
Chapter Ten: "Distinguished"
Chapter Eleven: Past Within Present
Chapter Twelve: Certain Points of View
Chapter Thirteen: Depth Perception

( Chapter Fourteen: Feigning Ignorance Isn't Blissful )

Current Mood: sick and stressed
Current Location: half-dead, or feeling like it
Current Music: Possession -- Smile Empty Soul

Title: Nova
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Obi-Wan has secrets hidden in his past, and complications in his present. But what you hide will eventually catch you...and those around you.
Pairing: Anakin/Obi-Wan and Obi-Wan/Xanatos
Rating: M/R to be safe overall. PG for this
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance, Action/Adventure
Warnings: um...it's a bit light. Think Chap 10, but not as light as all that.
Disclaimer: Yeah, if Star Wars was mine, I could rule the world like GL. But, alas, I don't own it, so don't sue. Just call me Christian from Moulin Rouge. I'm naught but a penniless writer. Honestly.
A/N: Whee! Fastest chapter ever typed! (helps having it written for two months, eh?)

Part Two: Selective Acknowledgment
Chapter Ten: "Distinguished"
Chapter Eleven: Past Within Present
Chapter Twelve: Certain Points of View

( Chapter Thirteen: Depth Perception )

Current Mood: giggly
Current Music: You and Me and the Devil Makes 3 -- Marilyn Manson

Title: Nova
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Obi-Wan has secrets hidden in his past, and complications in his present. But what you hide will eventually catch you...and those around you.
Pairing: Anakin/Obi-Wan and Obi-Wan/Xanatos
Rating: M/R to be safe overall. PG for this/(light PG-13?)
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance, Action/Adventure
Warnings: um...talking-around-things-ness? Sleepy author.
Disclaimer: Yeah, if Star Wars was mine, I could rule the world like GL. But, alas, I don't own it, so don't sue. Just call me Christian from Moulin Rouge. I'm naught but a penniless writer. Honestly.
A/N: It lives too!!!!!!!!!!!!

Part Two: Selective Acknowledgment
Chapter Ten: "Distinguished"
Chapter Eleven: Past Within Present

( Chapter Twelve: Certain Points of View )

Current Mood: tired
Current Location: *sleeping*
Current Music: Sick Sad Little World -- Incubus (my new anthem)

This is shite for the most part; disregard it. I wrote it to make myself feel better. It helped...not really.

Title: Guilty
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: Star Wars
Summary: AU drabble (and a half), in which Anakin realises all his wrongs, and there’s only one right to be seen.
Rating: T (for character death/that whole permanent solution…)
Disclaimer: Georgie didn’t off him in Ep3; Ani’s still semi-alive and all his.
Word Count: 150
A/N: I needed something quick to get out a sudden onslaught of emotions, and what better why than via another borderline personality disorder-suffering killer of futures?

-----w-h-a-t---h-a-v-e---I---b-e-c-o-m-e---?-----

I hate him. He’s wronged me. He’s weak....

...But his words are getting through to me.

“She’s dead, Anakin. You’ve killed the woman who loved you – the child you could have raised. They whom you loved.”

He’s lying – but his eyes are brilliant, honest blue…

“You’ve killed children who did nothing but aspire to be a Knight like you” —

Shut up, Obi-Wan.

—“Your mother raised you better. She raised you with an open heart – what happened, Anakin?”

That struck, and shattered within. Oh, gods, I don’t know. I don’t know when things became a distorted black and white – where I went wrong – I just realise that I am.

I’ve killed so many…. Needlessly.

There’s no atonement for my deeds – nothing I can say or do.

I’m evil.

There’s only one way to deal with evil.

And as simply as turning the hilt toward my chest, I hit the ignition switch.

(The lyric in the break is from “Hurt” by Nine Inch Nails.)

Current Mood: done.
Current Music: What Have You Done Now? -- Within Temptation f/ Keith Caputo

So...I did this a while back. Meant to post it sooner. Haven't had the chance. I know it's not exactly Ani and Obi and Xan and Granta, but visual aid is always good...especially when it's that hot. Anyways, I present:

Fanart, of a sort.
The boys of Nova, in black and white...sorta.

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( Random Babbling )

Current Mood: drained
Current Music: the TV show Most Haunted

Title: Nova
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Obi-Wan has secrets hidden in his past, and complications in his present. But what you hide will eventually catch you...and those around you.
Pairing: Anakin/Obi-Wan and Obi-Wan/Xanatos
Rating: M/R to be safe overall. PG for this/(light PG-13?)
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance, Action/Adventure
Warnings: um...none I can think of.
Disclaimer: Yeah, if Star Wars was mine, I could rule the world like GL. But, alas, I don't own it, so don't sue. Just call me Christian from Moulin Rouge. I'm naught but a penniless writer. Honestly.
A/N: Say hi to Johnny *points at icon*...who's the visual aid for a JQ-era character that crops up in this chapter. And there are lovely parallels to be found. (Additional A/N at the end.)

( Chapter Eleven: Past Within Present )

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: the TV show NCIS

Title: Nova
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Obi-Wan has secrets hidden in his past, and complications in his present. But what you hide will eventually catch you...and those around you.
Pairing: Anakin/Obi-Wan and Obi-Wan/Xanatos
Rating: M/R to be safe overall. PG
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance, Action/Adventure
Warnings: change of pace, slight bit of comic relief
Disclaimer: Yeah, if Star Wars was mine, I could rule the world like GL. But, alas, I don't own it, so don't sue. Just call me Christian from Moulin Rouge. I'm naught but a penniless writer. Honestly.
A/N: Anakin and Obi-Wan now become the focus!

Part Two: Selective Acknowledgment
( Chapter Ten: 'Distinguished' )

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: the TV show Extreme Home Makeover

Title: Nova
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Love is a thing that knows no bounds. Even when following through is implausible. And love is painful. Obi-Wan knows this all, and he'll be forced to realise it.
Pairing: Anakin/Obi-Wan and Obi-Wan/Xanatos
Rating: M/R to be safe overall. PG
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance, Action/Adventure
Warnings: my hell...Obi angsting. Obi repressing. All that good build-up, y'know?
Disclaimer: Yeah, if Star Wars was mine, I could rule the world like GL. But, alas, I don't own it, so don't sue. Just call me Christian from Moulin Rouge. I'm naught but a penniless writer. Honestly.
A/N: I’m going to be honest: it’s been a few years since I read Jedi Apprentice, so if I have any of the details off or flat out wrong, either take it as helping the AU aspect, or correct me. :D

( Chapter Nine: Beneath the Surface )

Current Mood: siblings -can- be funny
Current Music: Straight Out of Line -- Godsmack

Title: Nova
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Love is a thing that knows no bounds. Even when following through is implausible. And love is painful. Obi-Wan knows this all, and he'll be forced to realise it.
Pairing: Anakin/Obi-Wan and Obi-Wan/Xanatos
Rating: M/R to be safe overall. PG
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance, Action/Adventure
Warnings: back to post-TPM. angsting, yes, again. (I know it seems repetitive, but Obi is actually making a solid decision now.)
Disclaimer: Yeah, if Star Wars was mine, I could rule the world like GL. But, alas, I don't own it, so don't sue. Just call me Christian from Moulin Rouge. I'm naught but a penniless writer. Honestly.
A/N: I dedicated the last month of my life to a story over on

algcreative but now I'm back! And back to business.

( Chapter Eight: Resolved )

Current Mood: must not kill siblings...
Current Music: Pain -- Three Days Grace

Title: Nova
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Love is a thing that knows no bounds. Even when following through is implausible. And love is painful. Obi-Wan knows this all, and he'll be forced to realise it.
Pairing: Anakin/Obi-Wan and Obi-Wan/Xanatos
Rating: M/R to be safe overall. PG/PG-13 for this actually. (I wasn't feeling detailed >_<)
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance, Action/Adventure
Warnings: angsting, again. *free tissues here* um...a bit of cutting to mark -- I'm not bugged by it, and it's quite brief, but some might be? And I think that's it.
Disclaimer: Yeah, if Star Wars was mine, I could rule the world like GL. But, alas, I don't own it, so don't sue. Just call me Christian from Moulin Rouge. I'm naught but a penniless writer. Honestly.
A/N: Avinic is basically Gaelic, but if it doesn't translate out right, take it as a liberty, and the fact that I don't speak Gaelic :D. And Xan's back, as you can see by the icon.

( Chapter Seven: A Moment Timeless Still Must End )

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Dead Finks Don't Talk -- Brian Eno

* - final version of this chap. I'm happy with it now.

Title: Nova
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Love is a thing that knows no bounds. Even when following through is implausible. And love is painful. Obi-Wan knows this all, and he'll be forced to realise it.
Pairing: Anakin/Obi-Wan and Obi-Wan/Xanatos
Rating: M/R to be safe overall. PG again, cos we're back to post-TPM
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance, Action/Adventure
Warnings: angsting. *hands out a tissue, just in case* It gets better by the end. (And I don't think that this is the best chap I've done...)
Disclaimer: Yeah, if Star Wars was mine, I could rule the world like GL. But, alas, I don't own it, so don't sue. Just call me Christian from Moulin Rouge. I'm naught but a penniless writer. Honestly.
A/N: Once again, I'm going on ahead without Davis' (kkcards_2006) once-over. ~~But if there's any changes between this and the end result on FF.net, I'll update it.~~

( Chapter Six: Wrongs Begin to Right )

Current Mood: rushed
Current Music: Meds -- Placebo

I've been in a real Nine Inch Nails mood of late, and this song has been on constant replay (when my mum's not around, 'cos it gets on her nerves). But this just sprang to mind...like a week ago, but I've finished it now.

Title: Something I Can Never Have
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Memories of the other and all that they have left now.
Genre: Songfic. Angst, as per usual. Slash undertones optional ;-)
Rating: K+

( I just want something...I just want something I can never have. )

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Something I Can Never Have -- NIN (whaddya kno?)

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Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: the movie Harry Potter & the Philosopher's Stone

Okay...after all my depressing, I decided to persue some fanficcing to ease my mind. It helped a bit.

Title: Nova
Author: Curt Kenobi
Summary: Obi-Wan has secrets that he hides. But when his apprentice falls for him, and the ghost from his past comes back, will he be able to handle it?
Pairing: Anakin/Obi-Wan and Obi-Wan/Xanatos
Rating: M/R to be safe overall. PG for this chap
Genre: Angst, Romance, Action/Adventure
Warnings: None for this chap....
Disclaimer: Yeah, if Star Wars was mine, I could rule the world like GL. But, alas, I don't own it, so don't sue. Just call me Christian from Moulin Rouge. I'm naught but a penniless writer. Honestly.
A/N: Thanks to my buddy Mae for the lyric in the page break. Lurves to her. ♥

Part One: Complicated Relations
Chapter One: Up from the Shattered...
Chapter Two: Forbidden
Chapter Three: Shadows

( Chapter Four: Try to Redefine What was Known )

Current Mood: refreshed
Current Music: OMG, I love the way Stuart Townsend talks....

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Entries tagged with sw

Sticky!Post: aka Navigating this Mess

Drabbling...is this Take 7? No, Take 6. (SW, "Too Late")

Drabbling, Take 5, Is It? SW, "The Truth of Anger" (Initial Take)

Update: Nova (15/?)

Preview: Chap 15 of Nova Intro (aka peace offering)

So...I'm a bad child....

UPDATE! Nova (14/?)

Update: Nova (13/?)

UPDATE: Nova (12/?)

Drabbling (Take 4) -- SW Drabble(and a ½): Guilty

Artistic? Not in the Slightest...

Update: Nova (11/?)

Update: Nova (10/?)

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Update*: Nova (6/?)

SW Fic: Something I Can Never Have (1/1)

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