The Radge Curt

Off the main subject of today, I'm coming to like my new journal style. Like a Domino kinda thing with Young Adam in the background. Writing acid trip. Wow.

On to the main dilemma:

I've think I have lost like every fanfic I've ever written. Some of them are retrievable (Cruel, For the Sake of Honour, Embers Before Me, Mates) but the rest...there were like eight. And I only have bits and pieces of most of them. What sucks more is that really, the only stories I had had on that disk that survived unscathed were the two I am writing with Davis. Which hurts. I mean, not only are those stories doing better than anything I've ever written, they're the only stories I'm not going to have to do a ton of work to try and retrieve. 

I did start writing a Blue Juice AU kinda story 'cos I severely needed to hurt a character -- what better one than Dean, y'know? I'll probably post it here later on.....

Okay, I am so pissed at FF.net right now, it isn't funny. Stupid site -- I've been trying since about midday yesterday to upload a story. No bloody chance.

Hope for a difference today?
No bloody chance.

Even went to the library. No change. (Though I did find my disk with my spell-checked stories and even word counted every chapter thus far plus two in "Cruel".)

And what happens when you try an be a good little ticked off person and report it to the "Support"?

You sign in and it doesn't bloody register!

So much for that. It does nothing to instill any faith in me in internet support. 

Ugh! All I want to do is upload ONE story! This sucks.