Drabbling (Take 4) -- SW Drabble(and a ½): Guilty

This is shite for the most part; disregard it. I wrote it to make myself feel better. It helped...not really.

Title: Guilty
Author: Curt Kenobi
Fandom: Star Wars
Summary: AU drabble (and a half), in which Anakin realises all his wrongs, and there’s only one right to be seen.
Rating: T (for character death/that whole permanent solution…)
Disclaimer: Georgie didn’t off him in Ep3; Ani’s still semi-alive and all his.
Word Count: 150
A/N: I needed something quick to get out a sudden onslaught of emotions, and what better why than via another borderline personality disorder-suffering killer of futures?

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I hate him. He’s wronged me. He’s weak....

...But his words are getting through to me.

“She’s dead, Anakin. You’ve killed the woman who loved you – the child you could have raised. They whom you loved.”

He’s lying – but his eyes are brilliant, honest blue…

“You’ve killed children who did nothing but aspire to be a Knight like you” —

Shut up, Obi-Wan.

—“Your mother raised you better. She raised you with an open heart – what happened, Anakin?”

That struck, and shattered within. Oh, gods, I don’t know. I don’t know when things became a distorted black and white – where I went wrong – I just realise that I am.

I’ve killed so many…. Needlessly.

There’s no atonement for my deeds – nothing I can say or do.

I’m evil.

There’s only one way to deal with evil.

And as simply as turning the hilt toward my chest, I hit the ignition switch.

(The lyric in the break is from “Hurt” by Nine Inch Nails.)